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Day 4 - 3 Weeks Delayed

 I fell down.  Well let me take it a notch higher with more context so that it seems more spicy. I felt dizzy, lost my balance, smashed the south-east of my head on the door latch with enough intensity to bleed and fell down. I then went through a massive outbreak during recuperation from the "fell down". I am not including all the help, care and support I received from people for the mentioned "fell down" injury in these blogs as they simply do not belong here, but I am going to mention that I feel like shit. I don't know if its the lack family, or the gut bacteria lost due to medicines or just the casual me who is responsible for this state of my emotions right now. I feel sad, confused, stressed, scared, anxious, troubled and shitty about myself. I do not want to live such a stressed out life. I want a casual, not so many deadlines kinda life.  Anyways continuing the previous trends Reasons for outbreak:  1. Phone with me on the bed 2. Consumption of "ma
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Day 3 - Bet with WallChale

 Reason for today's outbreak: 1. I do not have the habit of working hard and striving for a goal because of the environment being too comfortable. I need to have reality check and ambition for something. 2. Another habitual task is having phone with me on the bed.  3. Veins Problem and bad health(headache) also might be a cause Things i did today: 1. Woke Up Early and didn't miss breakfast 2. Efficiently performed activities, i.e. Slept because my headache so that I could focus on my studies 3. Started reading for the test tomorrow.  
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Day 2 - Redi Time

I did very silly mistake in the DAA course mid-semester paper. I felt pretty bad, but I thought I came close to solving the DP question. It felt pretty bad, knowing the approach yet not knowing how to solve the question. Optimal sub-structure was given. Also, there was a leet code question (Binary Search on the Matrix). I have to study DSTN today and at least get an A in that course.  Will Update Later on
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Day 2 - Feeling Shit

 So Yeah, last blog was just a couple of hours ago. My sidie knocked my door but I wouldn't be opening it as I am not in condition. I have two midsems today, both of which are unprepared. I feel shitty. I just feel like giving up. This blog is only for me to read later on. Just another canvas to vomit (puke->Upmanyu joke) my feelings and stress. So yeah (2 AM)
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Location: Pilani, Rajasthan 333031, India
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Day 1 - Midsem Crush

So, Possible Reasons for today's crash are : 1. Reading about life of others which are very successful and hardworking whilst being on my bed doing nothing 2. Habit of crashing recursively calling itself again 3. Not taking a bath and having rush of exams 4. Low Willpower/Grit to work hard  3 Things I accomplished today : 1. Uploaded Video on YT 2. Started blog and this 3. Did some pushups
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